It’s the year i felt the most pressure to the point where i gave up so many times
My exam results were so bad and I started my 2011 with full of frustrated,
never felt like that before ,feeling like wanna kill myself, jump from KLCC or whatsoever.
Just wanna get out from this world, it was just too cruel for me, felt like wanna quit studies, can’t accept the fate.
But still learning how to get back up
although the first sem was so bad but i was so determined to do my best in the 2nd sem ,study quite hard and learn from my mistakes. I’m still move on. Friends were so great, enjoying most of the time together doing crazy things, karaoke whenever we felt boring.2nd sem ends, having a very long holiday and passed the exams.
it’s the year i was going to accomplish great things yet felt like just wasted my time.
thinking and planning so many things in mind,wanna try this wanna try that, do this do that but not all were done. Some of them were really successful. But some were zzz...I'm still glad, becoz Allah knew the best things for me.
2011 still goes on,i'm striving for the 3rd sem which is like a.. I don't know. It’s so heartbreaking... argh i'm wordless, just can pray and hoping that i'll pass besides trying my best, doesn't want to worry too much but i have to. Becoz this is my life and what i do now is for my future. I’m too worried about what i'm gonna be for the next 3 years. Whether I’ll be an engineer or not..or just having degree in eng. but working not in this field..i'm just don't know!
But it's also the year i'll keep moving on slowly and realise that
"that is okay"..