2011~

It’s the year i felt the most pressure to the point where i gave up so many times 

My exam results were so bad and I started my 2011 with full of frustrated,

never felt like that before ,feeling like wanna kill myself, jump from KLCC or whatsoever.

Just wanna get out from this world, it was just too cruel for me, felt like wanna quit studies, can’t accept the fate.

But still learning how to get back up

although the first sem was so bad but i was so determined to do my best in the 2nd sem ,study quite hard and learn from my mistakes. I’m still move on. Friends were so great, enjoying most of the time together doing crazy things, karaoke whenever we felt boring.2nd sem ends, having a very long holiday and passed the exams.

it’s the year i was going to accomplish great things yet felt like just wasted my time.

thinking and planning so many things in mind,wanna try this wanna try that, do this do that but not all were done. Some of them were really successful. But some were zzz...I'm still glad, becoz Allah knew the best things for me.

2011 still goes on,i'm striving for the 3rd sem which is like a.. I don't know. It’s so heartbreaking... argh i'm wordless, just can pray and hoping that i'll pass besides trying my best, doesn't want to worry too much but i have to. Becoz this is my life and what i do now is for my future. I’m too worried about what i'm gonna be for the next 3 years. Whether I’ll be an engineer or not..or just having degree in eng. but working not in this field..i'm just don't know!

But it's also the year i'll keep moving on slowly and realise that 

"that is okay"..

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lalalilalu

heloo peeps..

As a full time students we enjoying a super hectic day with a lot of classes quizzes and so many things that related to our course.But as a 20 years old girl,life is not only about study.There's a lot of things that i would like to explore,to try or at least to know about it.

Blogging is always my favorite but the current one is tumblring.Sorry to my Facebook,you are great but too distracting.So I decided to deactivate it for a while.
While tumblring I reblog most of the things that I admire,whether it is a picture,quotes or anything.I found that many people inside there that shared the same interest like me.

This quote is very true and it actually reflect myself.

So many things inside my mind but i have to go.
2 days before circuit analysis test, huhu~ 

*ignore the grammar error,i'm not good in english but at least i'm trying.

puisi buat hati

ape yang aku buat kat sini,kenapa aku berbuat begini,kenapa tak ikut  kata hati ,

kenapa kenapa dan kenapa.


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hati tak tenang,masih bertanyakan kenapa?

menyalahkan takdir dan ketentuan,menyalahkan diri sendiri,

menyalahkan keadaan dan orang sekeliling kau.

seperti kau sahaja yang betul pada ketika ini.


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terasa bagai seketika namun pada hakikatnya telah banyak yang tertinggal.

pabila lamunan terhenti baru kau sedari,

kekhilafan diri selama ini,

jangan pernah kau ulangi.

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